Hello 2013.I can't wait to meet you. I have plenty plans in my mind for you. Hope u are going to love it! Although I know..how perfect my plan is,at the end i just can pray and leave it to the Best planner of all.. All i'm going to do right now is just follow the plan. Have faith that everything will work out for the best.
2012,
Sorry. I have to leave you at this point. All pain, sorrow, tears, anger, disappointment ..how I wish I could erase all these memories. I'll try my best to do that in order to make me a better human being. Live a happy life without any negative feelings inside me. Yup..negative feelings only destroy yourself without you noticing it. Been there. "The best revenge is living a successful, good life, and just being happy. "
Somehow..aku bersyukur. Aku salah seorang hamba yang disayangi tuhan.Diuji dan terus diuji.Sebab Allah tahu, bila aku gembira aku jarang ingat pada Dia. Aku tak sungguh-sungguh buat yang disuruh.Aku jarang menyebut namaNya selain waktu-waktu yang aku patut menghadapnya setiap hari.
Dan aku dilahirkan untuk tak suka berkongsi perasaan.Cold. Kerana aku tak rasa worth it untuk percaya orang-orang selain family sendiri. Kadang-kadang aku menyesal bercerita sesama manusia.Aku bercerita dgn suara halus 1m tapi suaraku didengari 10km. Mungkin hikmah memendam perasaan itu supaya aku dpt luahkan pada Dia. It's hard but i know its going to be worth it.If not now..maybe in the future.
Mungkin aku dilahirkan untuk mendengar bukan didengari. Sometimes it hurts when i cant do anything when people talk something yang tak betul.Aku akan jawab sekali je.If you manipulate my words..suka hati lah. Kuase mak nak layan.Yes,I'm not good enough at defending myself.So sad but true ;( Diam bukan bermaksud betul tapi lebih kepada tak nak mengeruhkan keadaan. Diam bermaksud aku dah bosan dengan soalan yang sama tapi bila dah jawab, jawapan yang diberi tak pernah memuaskan hati. Diam bermaksud I can't handle this type of question anymore.
Huh..panjang tak bebelan 2012? hehe. Is 2012 that bad? The answer is Nop. Every year ujian dugaan datang. Perasaan yang sama. Jatuh. Paralyzed. Bila aku jatuh..all i need is some time for myself to heals all wounds. One negative word at this moment even though is a joke will make me fall again. Silent is enough if positive words seem too extreme for me. =)
Aaa..again. Please don't take it as serious business ;) This is how I filled my free time, empty soul. Huh. again.. it's exaggerate! =p
Selamat tinggal 2012 & Selamat datang 2013.














